Sitting in my box, oops, I mean my office, trying to figure out why I didn't had a good sleep last night or any night wasn't exactly a favorite thing to start my day with. It's true I'm insomniac but recently I had more than one bad night.
It's not easy to have like long hours to be filled.
Some might think I'm lucky coz I have a lot of time to do whatever crosses my mind but no, having all these empty hours is scary coz you end up doing nothing even if you have like 10'000 inovative idea.
This morning I insisted on knowing why this exhausted soul of mine and I finally reached a convenient answer. It's NOSTALGIA, yeah, I've figured out that for more than I can't remember and I capture a state of missing.
Missing who/what and how is not exactly what I care to find out at least for the moment but what really count for me is that I finally reached this status after being lost for more than ......it really doesn't matter for how long coz for me it sounded like Eternity.
Some of you might ask me "So what? What after this great discovery of you feeling Nostalgic?".
I really don't know guys, since I don't use my brain often, I didn't gave it much effort to think about "So What after..." coz to tell you the truth, It might take me forever to reach beyond "So what after...".
Have a nice day all and remember, if you find what I say is somehow weird, always excuse a restless soul who dream of walking bare feet in the streets of Rome.